"He's my light at end of the tunnel, Astarte. I start to more and more rely on his encouraging words, Astarte. Blessed he be, Astarte"
środa, 30 listopada 2011
How would you describe me to Jarema?
"@Mrrr? Mrrr, mrr mrrrrau mrr miau mrrr miau miau, miau mrrr miau"!
How do you guard yourself, arm yourself, against the constant pressure of insecurity of not being able to make any future plans?
I don't, I indulge in overwhelming bouts of passionate anxiety!
How would you describe me to a friend?
"@EdPeperkamp? It's that funny guy I met online, for some reason he can't get enough of me. I start believing I *am* special" ;-)
Are you the type who backspaces all the way to a typo to correct it? Or the type who mouse-clicks into the misspelled word to correct it?
I dutifuly (backspace, backspace, backspace!) press Backspace until all the characters of the word are deleted. Actually, I press it and hold until it starts repeating :-D *you made me smile*
piątek, 11 listopada 2011
formspring.me
Ask me anything you want. Anything goes. I will respond within 48 hour or faster. http://www.formspring.me/agquarx
formspring.me
Ask me anything you want. Anything goes. I will respond within 48 hour or faster. http://www.formspring.me/agquarx
czwartek, 10 listopada 2011
What characteristics do you value most in your friends?
Ability to listen. Ability to abstain from judgement and accepting me as I am.
You pretty much live in the moment, especially under current circumstances, but where do you see yourself in 5 years from today? What would you like to have accomplished? What goals would you like to have met?
I really can't make any plans. I live from day to day. I never know, for example, if I will be able to use the computer the next day. That's why I'm worried each evening. I hate being unable to read.
How many keys are on your key ring?
I don't remember. I'm far away from home right now and don't have the keys with me.
Check out my new profile photo and respond!
It's a bit spooky :-) You look like you'd have no head at a first glance! Which is interesting and grabs attention! :-)
What is your most treasured possession?
My Apple iPod Classic 80GB, silver. I can't live without it, have it on my person all day long and sometimes even sleep clutching it in my hand like a child.
If I asked every person that you've kissed, would they say that your kisses are tentative, wild, intense, or sweet?
First tentative, yet sweet (I'm shy ;-)) and then, wild and intense!
Are you the type who takes a bottle of water along with you everywhere you go, to keep properly hydrated?
This whole "hydration" hoopla has no scientific basing whatsoever. I don't believe in it.
sobota, 5 listopada 2011
.@EdPeperkamp I love this music! Thank you for discovering it for me! I don't understand a single word, but pla... ♫ http://blip.fm/~18ft5n
piątek, 4 listopada 2011
Name one thing you wish you could change about yourself.
I would fix my body which sadly so far fails to deliver enough happy-go-lucky neurohormones to fit my fancy. I like my mind, overally. Oh, OK - I would like to fear mathematics less and generally be better in it. And crave drugs a little less, which is connected to the first sentence in this answer. Go Nature!
Have you ever won a trophy?
Yes, I won a t-shirt with logo in a Magic: the Gathering competition :-D
What was your favorite childhood game?
Creating and telling each other endless stories about fantastic adventure aided by building things using Lego-like blocks and any other props.
If you could have a daytime job, what would it be? Which profession would you choose? And which for a nighttime job?
Songwriter: day job. Hacker for the Secret Service: night job :-).
What kind of research was your mother involved in? Do you know or is that still unreveiled to you?
I don't know. It's all still top secret.
Suppose you are forced to spend 2 days without electricity. No online community, iPod battery running low and no way to recharge; what is your survival strategy?
I'm addicted to iPod, but I can live without if I must, for a while. I charge battery to maximum, turn off all unnecessary functionality to make it last longer, dim the screen to minimum; I find that such set-up iPod can last for me all day of playback! Besides that, I look for something offline to read, I love reading, not just from the screen, although the screen helps as I can adjust/zoom in fonts to help my ailing vision.
When you say 'dancing with fairies', what is it that you actually do or see or experience? Can you describe? Or is it just a metaphor?
It's a metaphor. Irish. It's hard to explain. Look it up ;-).
czwartek, 3 listopada 2011
NASA-sponsored study describes how space flight impacts astronauts' eyes and vision http://ping.fm/2nBjM
środa, 2 listopada 2011
wtorek, 1 listopada 2011
piątek, 21 października 2011
Upcoming changes to Reader: a new look, new Google+ features, and some clean-up http://ping.fm/uNNxP
niedziela, 16 października 2011
What's your favorite necklace look like?
It's a silver pentagram on a silver chain. I don't own much jewelery.
What are your fondest memories of your time at university?
The general freedom to learn as much as you want and ignore what you don't like.
Is your life more comedy or drama?
It's a boring play in which nothing of substance really happens and then you die.
Do you own any sexy underwear?
At the moment, no. I am in a mental hospital and wearing sexy underwear here would be kind of countertextual.
What do you like about yourself?
My ability to read very fast and hack into things. My ass is also something I am proud of ;-).
A repeatable question (and only for readers. all else, delete!) What are you reading these days?
I'm reading Villa Incognito by Tim Robbins and The Queen of the Damned by Anne Rice.
Christianity, concept of sin and repentence or punishment by God. Astarte, no such concepts in worshipping her, correct? And punishment? Does She work with wrath and vengeance? Or is she a goddess free, uninterested if mortals worship her or not?
No. She is a goddess free. She doesn't need me to worship her, I do it out of my own free will (if any thing as free will exists...). She knows no sin. She is not like her former husband, Yahweh. That's why she divorced him. She is interested, she just isn't DEPENDANT. She is a goddess free. That's what my revelation told me.
What is your favourite cheese? And what your favourite recipe with cheese?
I like every kind of cheese. I never found any kind I did not like. My favorite way to eat cheese is by itself. Just pick up a piece and chew happily :-)
Will you ever pass down your unique genetical makeup to a next generation? Do you dream of a daughter or son?
No. I don't think so. I only like children if they are not mine :-P I was really struggling with it before and was very unhappy because I thought my line will die off, but I thought it through and now I know I can pass my genes by caring for my relatives and THEIR children too :-)
środa, 12 października 2011
@EdPeperkamp Just returned from grocery store. Bought some radishes and cheese and hard candy :-P ♫ http://blip.fm/~1806da
poniedziałek, 10 października 2011
@EdPeperkamp Dog days are over for a while I guess. I don't know if it's you, but sudden surge of mana lets me ... ♫ http://blip.fm/~17yxc6
czwartek, 6 października 2011
wtorek, 4 października 2011
@EdPeperkamp On the other hand...I think I might need a nap. I suddenly became kind of sleepy ;-P It's hard to ... ♫ http://blip.fm/~17ux4z
@EdPeperkamp Dinner in 20 minutes...I feel very good today. I don't think I will even need afterdinner nap. Ful... ♫ http://blip.fm/~17uwo9
@EdPeperkamp To be frank, I'm more interested in the iPod line than iPhones... ♫ http://blip.fm/~17uw0q
poniedziałek, 3 października 2011
@EdPeperkamp If there is one song that I play to start a ritual of Astarte or fairies it's this one. It's inspi... ♫ http://blip.fm/~17uc9a
poniedziałek, 26 września 2011
@EdPeperkamp I had injection today. I'm sleepy. I'm sad. I'm annoyed by both. ♫ http://blip.fm/~17prha
piątek, 23 września 2011
@EdPeperkamp A friend told me that it's the ritual of baptism that closes all the chakras. Do you still have Tw... ♫ http://blip.fm/~17nnuy
czwartek, 22 września 2011
piątek, 2 września 2011
czwartek, 1 września 2011
If a genie granted you three wishes, what would you wish for?
1. That I get unlimited amount of wishes. 2. That I can always unwish something back to how it was before the wish, exacly, that is, reverse the arrow of time temporarily in demonic manner. 3. That I get to specify how the wish is applied and invent a special wish-language applied on special wish-symbol-space if necessary :-D
środa, 31 sierpnia 2011
formspring.me
Ask me anything you want. Anything goes. I will respond within 48 hour or faster. Unless your question is SPAM! http://formspring.me/agquarx
If you support Gay rights click the ask followers. Even if you're not gay, and just support.
If you are Gay is it more cool than just being gay? ;-) Milk and kisses!
At which age did you first use a controlled substance; which substance was it, and how would you describe your experience?
I was 19, I think, when I first tried a controlled substance, it was the dreaded poison of the mind that kills our young, HASHISH (!). I inhaled some of what I was offered, then some more, then I entered a confused, not at all elevated, but drowsy state during which I was concentrated and insisted on just one action - drawing. I took a pencil and a piece of paper and began drawing a very complicated picture; I drew until the hashish stopped working and my mind cleared; and then I stopped. I wish I kept it ;-].
What is your mother tongue? Polish? Or did you learn Russian and English first from your parents? What was your mother's tongue =) err.. language? And your dad's? And laslty, which of these 3 languages do you prefer? To speak / write / think in?
My mothers' tongue is Polish. I learned Polish and Russian in my childhood, English I still learn and practice every day. My mother and father spoke to me mostly in Polish, though father sometimes switched to Russian. Of those three languages I prefer English, which I learned mostly myself. I prefer English when thinking, especially abstract thoughts or writing and Polish when speaking about the mundane, and sometimes even the abstract, because I speak English with strong Polish accent and I don't like how it sounds; a lot (I know you do like it :-]).
what is your teenage dream? :)
When I was a teenager, I wanted to enter a poly (though I didn't know the word yet) marriage with four other people of varying sexes and apperances, forming a pentad. It was WAY before I first read about the Law of Fives or seen a Pentagram.
What's your honest oppinion of me? (If you're brave you'll press ask followers)
You are a complex man trying to be simple. Not a simple, but a complex mans' idea of simplicity.
What would you do with me if you ever got me alone? You can answer privately if you want.
I would eat your flesh and eat your soul, for I am of the Nameless Ones.
dlaczego cocoloveone ?:)
Azaliż to nie rozkosh okrutna, gdy lica zagorzeją, ogrzane roztworem świętego płynu coco, którego mocy miłość równa jedynie? :-)
@EdPeperkamp This one, already downloaded first part :-) http://ping.fm/3BdpA ♫ http://blip.fm/~1778e9
@EdPeperkamp I'm so happy :-D I love audiobooks! Thank you so much!, @EvilBlackAngel: Good vibrations in your d... ♫ http://blip.fm/~1777gf
@EdPeperkamp I bought some audiobooks :-D Now you know. First to listen - Shadow of the Torturer by Gene Wolfe.... ♫ http://blip.fm/~1777dk
wtorek, 30 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp They are using electric shock "therapy" on his friend. Suddenly I begin to doubt reading this was... ♫ http://blip.fm/~176e5r
@EdPeperkamp I'm already past 169 pages :-) I like long books and I read in English as fast as in Polish ♫ http://blip.fm/~176e4l
@EdPeperkamp To give it it a reason, to give it its might...I feel that I am losing the struggle within... ♫ http://blip.fm/~176bpq
@EdPeperkamp My favorite Stream of Passion song for today :-) It reminds me of See Who I Am by Within Temptatio... ♫ http://blip.fm/~176boq
czwartek, 25 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp Fucking Facebook deleted my account. The only reason I am mad, RLY, is because I didn't do it fir... ♫ http://blip.fm/~172ksy
środa, 24 sierpnia 2011
wtorek, 23 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp, @EvilBlackAngel: Hello today! I feel good and am full of hope for todays' day :-) ♫ http://blip.fm/~170xuy
sobota, 20 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp No offence taken :-) I'm going to eat what comes off for dinner here now... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16yrwu
@EdPeperkamp I had awful attack of agoraphobia. Got a medicine, then an injection, nothing helped. Finally, I t... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16yrh3
piątek, 19 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp I feel good, I feel like flirting today ;-) I hope this feeling won't just dissipate into nothing ... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16xq75
@EdPeperkamp I swallowed my meds like a good grrl I am ;-) on 8 o'clock and they are starting to work their won... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16xp47
czwartek, 18 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp I had a panic attack, but they gave me a pill and it subsided. Thanks for describing the links. I'... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16x4k2
piątek, 12 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp I was listening to Rebecca Black, as recommended by Last.fm :-P I ate dinner, then took a short na... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16s5pm
czwartek, 11 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp Please email me your cell number. I want to have it in case I need to SMS you. ♫ http://blip.fm/~16r856
@EdPeperkamp I have no idea what I did then 8-) It's amazing you dug up that first scrobble 8-]. I was probably... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16r7ne
@EdPeperkamp Starting a new wonderful day with a bit of headache, but not much else hampering my development :-) ♫ http://blip.fm/~16r728
środa, 10 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp I had beans in tomato sauce, delicious and coffee (not very strong). Coffee should work great now ... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16qg84
@EdPeperkamp I'm feeling really good today. Been on a walk, it's cold outside today, good day for computing :-) ♫ http://blip.fm/~16qe9f
Mój mrrrroczny bloguś, czekam na komcie || The twilight of my blog, waiting for y'all commies ➠ http://ping.fm/3JLpf
@EdPeperkamp I didn't see the mana card yet, did you send it to me by email? :-] ♫ http://blip.fm/~16qcuh
@EdPeperkamp That hashtag, at first I thought you forgot my userid which is agquarx, so I remind you just in c... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16qcmd
@EdPeperkamp At least at the beginning they were more punk :-) Listen to this... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16qcdh
@EdPeperkamp Our underground network works :-) Listen to more from this band, it's classic polish grrrl emo pun... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16qc39
wtorek, 9 sierpnia 2011
@EdPeperkamp I'm listening to Last.fm now (thanks again for gifting me a subscr) to burn the megabytes, tomorro... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16psfk
@EdPeperkamp I look for a solution to our problem until I find it and then I bring it home like Bjork sings in ... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16prr7
czwartek, 28 lipca 2011
@EdPeperkamp: "@agquarx ☼ Kasia Kowalska – Mniejsze zło agquarx_mana_feed emo ➠ Yes, she is very emo. Lately ... ♫ http://blip.fm/~16fj8r
sobota, 16 lipca 2011
dear reader, you are beautiful no matter what <3 - sent to all -
I can't send it to all, because the link says "Ask this QUESTION to your xxxx followers". What you've provided is NOT a question. Kisses and milk! ;-)
piątek, 15 lipca 2011
If you love your formspring friends press ask your followers
How about phrasing it "Do you love your formsping.me friends?" and just WISH REALLY HARD that I press the "Ask this question to your..." below? I might actually do it :-).
see that ''emo kid'' over there? You have no idea why he cuts.. That ''fat chick'' used to be bulimic. And that ''retarded kid'' has a learning disability and studys all night. Send this to all your followes if you're against bullying
Your followers already want to hear from you, so they are primed to confirm your bias of how reality realized looks like, lulling your fighting instincts to sleep. Try sending such stuff to people who do actual bullying and or don't agree with you, so you know if your words can really make a change in the world, like I do. I agree with your fight against bullying, I just NEVER pass on chain letters as a rule. Milk and kisses!
środa, 13 lipca 2011
Who's freedom do you fight for, snd why?
If you are in minority, or opressed, or in any other way overwhelmed by a social or natural force which impairs your free choice to pseudo choice, that is no more than two alternatives, I will fight for your cause. I believe you need at least three alternatives to have a REAL choice. And choice is really all we have in the free will department. I don't know WHY I fight for freedom, I was always that way. It is my inborn trait.
formspring.me
Ask me anything you want. Anything goes. I will respond within 48 hour or faster. Or even more fast. RLY ;-) http://formspring.me/agquarx
Do you use like some algorithm to eat thru your daily plate of feeds, mails, music, podcasts and books? I definitely need one.
I use drink-more-coffee and sniff-amphetamines algorithm.
Time for a serious question: If the AIDS epidemic did not happen 30 years ago, do you think we would have LGBT rights today?
All the awful, dirty gays would be dead, so we'd have a better, more white and black world, where christian morals endure, a world without such filth as LGBT movement.
Ask this to your followers..... Say what you think about me in my inbox :)
I think you are very cute, but those "viral" send-it-to-all-followers questions annoy me a little bit ;-). I know it's a feature, but it's like the collect-most-likes-for-your-comment YouTube plague ;-).
środa, 22 czerwca 2011
wtorek, 31 maja 2011
piątek, 27 maja 2011
czwartek, 26 maja 2011
formspring.me
Ask me anything you want. Anything goes. I will respond within 48 hour or faster. http://formspring.me/agquarx
środa, 25 maja 2011
niedziela, 15 maja 2011
sobota, 30 kwietnia 2011
What's the furthest place you've ever traveled to?
Former USSR republic of Kazachstan. It's beautiful. It was really peaceful back then, too.
wtorek, 12 kwietnia 2011
sobota, 2 kwietnia 2011
@sch3rzkeks: "☼ a redhead strikes a chord in my soul again.. @agquarx ☼ Requiem In White – Santonin Kiss" <-- ... ♫ http://blip.fm/~13c1x7
wtorek, 29 marca 2011
@sch3rzkeks: "☼ Belly – Super-Connected ◄ thought of you --> Seems blip.fm is less flaky now :-] Magick! ♫ http://blip.fm/~137ds6
poniedziałek, 21 marca 2011
Do you remember the first album or CD you bought? Which album by which band?
I remember it clearly. I was "Nevermind" by Nirvana.
What is the last book you read, and what did you get from it or learn from it?
"Hogfather" by Terry Pratchett. Absolutely nothing.
Do you tend to be shy or an attention seeker?
I am both, depends which phase of internally or externally generated mood swings I enter.
niedziela, 20 marca 2011
This is I think my favorite song of all time, music and lyrics both. It defines me in so many ways, like no song I other... http://ping.fm/ZCnsH
poniedziałek, 14 marca 2011
@sch3rzkeks: "☼ RedHeadAlert.. Let me expand your universe a bit.. @agquarx ☼ Sneaker Pimps - Tesko Suicide ☼ r... ♫ http://blip.fm/~12qui1
sobota, 12 marca 2011
@agquarxReturnFront: "○ ..you've mezmerized my heart, I feel so free, I’m alive, I’m breaking out.. @agquarx ○ ... ♫ http://blip.fm/~12oi2x
piątek, 11 marca 2011
środa, 2 marca 2011
@sch3rzkeks: "☼ Wumpscut – Homo Gothikus Industrialis Warsawalensis =P @agquarx" ♫ http://blip.fm/~12cten
wtorek, 1 marca 2011
I love you... <3 (pass it on to all the people you follow, we need to spread the love for the one's that don't get any:)
I HATE CHAIN LETTERS IN UPPERCASE
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